( Honestly, might as well put that data to good use. While Mithrun doesn't think fondly of his time without free will, he isn't bitter about it in isolation; it's only pragmatic to employ what he's learned somehow, should it be necessary. )
Were you destroyed, or did you start to unravel?
I can't tell you. I know heartbreak and grief, but those are my own. You might be different than me.
But if it's something that's only just begun, and hasn't yet complete...
I think it's fine, if you want to let it overtake you. It's your life.
But when you go, you take others with you, one way or another. Swallow, for one. Make sure you're content with that before you let go.
[ Destroyed or unraveling at the edges... He can't answer that. The former seemed safer to assume on the off chance he was underestimated the damage done to his psyche, but if there was ]
I understand, and it's appreciated that you'll let me live my life.
I want to prioritize the safety of everyone.
If I put my grief or feelings for Hien in any way that endangers anyone, especially Swallow, take me out however you see fit. Even tell someone else to do it if you have to. That is my wish while I'm still myself.
[ Lily or Cubia, who has manipulated enough people... Yeah. ]
Looking at the Wepon Debris... I don't know what to make of it. I don't think I want to keep it like some memento. Were gonna leave this place. But if it's food to consume, then it becomes useful. We're about to fight Cubia, so any bit helps.
[ If Mithrun asks for how Fuurin would actually feel about eating it? Well. ]
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Were you destroyed, or did you start to unravel?
I can't tell you. I know heartbreak and grief, but those are my own. You might be different than me.
But if it's something that's only just begun, and hasn't yet complete...
I think it's fine, if you want to let it overtake you. It's your life.
But when you go, you take others with you, one way or another. Swallow, for one. Make sure you're content with that before you let go.
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I understand, and it's appreciated that you'll let me live my life.
I want to prioritize the safety of everyone.
If I put my grief or feelings for Hien in any way that endangers anyone, especially Swallow, take me out however you see fit. Even tell someone else to do it if you have to. That is my wish while I'm still myself.
[ Lily or Cubia, who has manipulated enough people... Yeah. ]
Looking at the Wepon Debris... I don't know what to make of it. I don't think I want to keep it like some memento. Were gonna leave this place. But if it's food to consume, then it becomes useful. We're about to fight Cubia, so any bit helps.
[ If Mithrun asks for how Fuurin would actually feel about eating it? Well. ]