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[tablescraps]

It sounds like you're more focused on the experience of dating than the person you're with.

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my type is someone who can keep up with me in some way
that said
i rarely dated my type

[tablescraps]

Because you're looking for something "fun"?

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yeah
casual dating is a thing
and thats what i did
but i dated seriously twice
if thats what you want to know

[tablescraps]

Not really.

( But since you've mentioned it... )

Who was the first one?

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girl named emily
we dated for a year
the breakup was mutual bc she was moving to spain
and neither of us wanted a long distance romantic relationship
she got a new bf in spain though
she seems happy about it
we are still friends and all

[tablescraps]

I see. I think I heard about the second one.

( Unless that one wasn't serious, in which case, it must have been really awkward to get rumors about a casual relationship. )

[dissimulative]

[ Ah, right. Yeah that one was... hm. Yeah, that sure happened. ]

probably yeah
i loved him a lot
so the rumors didnt bother me personally

[tablescraps]

You don't mind being blamed for his death?

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the courts officially ruled that i didnt
but it never changed the public opinion
so i dont really care

[tablescraps]

That isn't what I asked.

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[ siiiiiiiiigh ]

i dont mind
bc maybe if i wasnt a coward
i would have actually done it

[tablescraps]

( all this time mithrun has been like "oh it's that kid who killed his last boyfriend. huh." and now it turns out it's not true?

well, it's not all that surprising if oria's being honest. not because he's learned particular faith in oria, but because rumors do tend to be false half the time. see also: rumors about his brother's legitimacy. )

You'd have lost him either way. Wouldn't you?

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yeah
uncurable disease at its terminal stage and all
the least i could have done was send him off painlessly

[tablescraps]

I wouldn't recommend it. It's a heavy weight.

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whats one more?

[tablescraps]

Sure. It's your life.

Most people break down, eventually. But you can always choose when.

[dissimulative]

gee
thanks for the vote of confidence
but are you saying that you will too

[ Again? ]

[tablescraps]

I might. I don't mind so long as I can do the one thing I want to do before that happens.

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youre not gonna tell me what it is huh
a lot of people seem to have something to do in the game
im feeling left out!!!

[tablescraps]

( Pause. )

What exactly did you see in the mirror when it reflected my memory?

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you were gonna join sarabi to get her back

[ Even Oria was like nonononocat.avi about it. ]

[tablescraps]

I see.

She died because of my choice, so that's off the table.

Did you see that man?

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[ WELP ]

your teacher right
or something like that

[tablescraps]

Yes.

I'm going to kill him.

( Now you know! What he wants to do! Yay! )