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[tablescraps]

I see.

She died because of my choice, so that's off the table.

Did you see that man?

[dissimulative]

[ WELP ]

your teacher right
or something like that

[tablescraps]

Yes.

I'm going to kill him.

( Now you know! What he wants to do! Yay! )

[dissimulative]

[ dude ]

and the game helps
how???

[tablescraps]

I can't kill him if I'm in a state that lets water or traffic kill me, or if I can't register pain well enough to know how I've been struck.

There's been improvement. There is some effect.

[dissimulative]

[ He's all for Mithrun improving, but... well, this is fine, right? Has nothing to--

Fuck. He's already involved by knowing this piece of information now. He won't call the police on him, but damn, Mithrun. Damn. Also, the vindictive energy he's showing makes Oria feel like he's among kindred spirits.

siiiiiiigh sigh sigh siiiigh ]

im glad to see that theres been improvement
what helps you improve the most?
running dungeons?

[tablescraps]

( He's not too fussed about the police when his parents are wrestling them down with money, but his parents might just get ticked off enough if they realize Mithrun's not being tight-lipped online. )

For the time being. There's experiences in dungeons that static locations, like Root Towns, don't entirely offer.

Though, there are experiences in Root Towns that don't exist in dungeons. So I still test for glitches there.

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[ his parents are in on it too... damn... ]

well if you need help with refining reaction times
i can help with some good old pvp in the arena
or whatever else you might need

[ Just don't drag his family into it. ]

[tablescraps]

( image is everything )

I'll take you up on that soon. I'm doing another series of Areas shortly.

Regardless, I would recommend against killing another person unless your intent is murder. You can't dress it up much by calling it a mercy.

Death is death all the same.

[dissimulative]

[ looks at oria's pk rampage

??? ]

a word from the wise?

[tablescraps]

( that's fine it's not real )

More or less. Niamh's death was also blood on my hands.

( Among many other similarly indirect deaths, but he doesn't put a name on them because he doesn't... care about them. )

Our situations aren't really the same. But neither her nor him are here anymore.

( So, you know. )

[dissimulative]

yeah theyre not really the same
i guess that doesnt matter much anymore either
but yeah
just lemme know when you wanna go to dungeons and stuff as usual
btw
about the kissing thing
if those two people want to kiss you so much
and you tell them that youre not suitable or whatever
youre invalidating their feelings
their fondness for you
something like that
so dont say that to their face

[tablescraps]

( he can talk about murder just fine but invalidation? what on earth )

how

[dissimulative]

easy
they think youre suitable
but you argue with them that youre not
so its kinda like
youre telling them that theyre wrong about how they feel

[tablescraps]

Aren't people wrong all the time?

[dissimulative]

[ ... ... ... ]

no
are you gonna fight them and say that theyre wrong

[tablescraps]

No. I don't mind that they could be. Maybe it's wrong for a person to want to drink in excess, but they still want what they want.

I'm not used to being the subject of that kind of desire, is all.

[dissimulative]

of someone wanting you?

[ That's sad, bro................. ]

well whoever they are
i hope they like legs

[tablescraps]

( It's complicated, and Mithrun as he is now doesn't do complicated so much. )

Legs?

[dissimulative]

yeah
great legs
you flash them all the time
so its hard not to notice

[tablescraps]

Not intentionally. The skins I've gotten are just short-cut. Do you like legs?

Also... To clarify, I've only been in one relationship before, but it didn't work out. I fell in love when I was around your age ( how old's Oria, like 10ish? ) and I couldn't stop thinking about her. If there were people interested in me, I probably didn't notice.

( Or didn't recognize their want because he didn't think highly of them, )

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not me
but i know many people who do
it might as well be a big population
so someones bound to like them at least

[ He's gonna call him out. ]

you were the biggest fake ive ever seen in my life at my age
if anything
you probably didnt even see them as people

[tablescraps]

Probably not. I remember I didn't like you much, either.

[dissimulative]

i think id be more concerned if i was somehow special

[ He feels gross. ]

[tablescraps]

It probably reflects better on you that I didn't like you. Niamh was like me, so we got along. I guess she decided she didn't want to be that way anymore, but the other people I spent time with were similar enough.

( the most miserable social circles on the planet, truly )