I mentioned I was in love with someone who chose to marry my brother, right? I'd been sent away to study in my brother's place, and I heard the news when I graduated. I tried to graduate early because I wanted to see her again. We wrote letters, but she never mentioned anything about a proposal or engagement... so it was kind of a shock.
I don't really remember a lot of it. I know I took the news very badly. A professor I really trusted happened to be there at the time... Or, well, he "happened" to be, in retrospect. He took me to his place. I think I broke some mirrors. Then he convinced me into doing some dangerous things. I could have walked away, but I didn't.
I probably wouldn't do those exact things again, but... If I look back on it, I'm a pretty callous person. I don't think I handle myself or others very carefully.
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I don't really remember a lot of it. I know I took the news very badly. A professor I really trusted happened to be there at the time... Or, well, he "happened" to be, in retrospect. He took me to his place. I think I broke some mirrors. Then he convinced me into doing some dangerous things. I could have walked away, but I didn't.
I probably wouldn't do those exact things again, but... If I look back on it, I'm a pretty callous person. I don't think I handle myself or others very carefully.