( There's no reply for ... awhile ... but at this point it's probably apparent that gaps between replies means Mithrun has to really think about how he feels to be able to respond. )
Do you really trust that I won't do anything to Levi?
[Part of him really, really wishes they were face to face for this... but he's already made it to the infirmary by now, and this isn't a talk he wants to drop.]
I was a little scared when I knew I'd have to tell you. I knew it was going to scare you, too. And I know when you're scared, you want to find a way to solve it somehow.
If you'd gotten angry enough to confront Levi, I wouldn't have forgiven myself if something happened to either of you. But... maybe I really wasn't trusting either of you enough, thinking that way.
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Do you really trust that I won't do anything to Levi?
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I was a little scared when I knew I'd have to tell you. I knew it was going to scare you, too. And I know when you're scared, you want to find a way to solve it somehow.
If you'd gotten angry enough to confront Levi, I wouldn't have forgiven myself if something happened to either of you. But... maybe I really wasn't trusting either of you enough, thinking that way.
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A pause again. )
I don't want to be someone who scares you. Or someone you don't trust. But I guess I am.
I don't have to come by the infirmary if you're that worried.
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Because I do trust you, Morgan. I'm scared of hurting you. But I'm not scared of you.
Please come. I don't like talking like this when I can't see you.
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Pause. )
Okay. I'm in Net Slum, so it won't be long.
( It won't be long, but it won't be brief, either. Alas, he's lost... but he'll get there eventually. )