( Reads over these... He takes his time before responding. )
Sorry I haven't been able to tell you. But it's probably for the best Lily is the one who does.
I think I want to know if what Sinclair said Hani experienced is true, when Hani said they got his heart. Hani expressed that Lily's happiness comes from people's pain. He wants the people he loves to suffer.
I want to know this, because it sounds like Lily loves you.
I don't want you to hurt anymore. Even when you don't think you're hurting.
( There is, at first, that rush of surprise - elation, and a sensation of spring in his chest. Love, love, no longer in implication, but in active and articulated truth; no longer afraid? No longer held back.
And then there comes a dread shadow in its wake.
"Mithrun"?
He trusts Lily, he does, with binary reason. But, he doesn't know - he doesn't know why, just, a knot in his stomach tells him maybe he should've told Barrett not to go. But what would that have changed?
@Mr_Misteaks
What do you want me to ask?
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What are you going to ask him?
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Why he's telling people different things than what he told me.
Whether he can just come talk to all of you himself.
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Sorry I haven't been able to tell you. But it's probably for the best Lily is the one who does.
I think I want to know if what Sinclair said Hani experienced is true, when Hani said they got his heart. Hani expressed that Lily's happiness comes from people's pain. He wants the people he loves to suffer.
I want to know this, because it sounds like Lily loves you.
I don't want you to hurt anymore. Even when you don't think you're hurting.
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But I'll still ask. For you.
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Thank you. Stay safe.
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I love you, Mithrun. I'll be back.
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And then there comes a dread shadow in its wake.
"Mithrun"?
He trusts Lily, he does, with binary reason. But, he doesn't know - he doesn't know why, just, a knot in his stomach tells him maybe he should've told Barrett not to go. But what would that have changed?
And now it's too late. )