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[ Yeah, Fai doesn't buy that for even a second. He doubts that habit of Oria's is going to change the second he gets to college. ]

Have you decided on your major?

maybe business?
but thats kinda boring
business is mostly about things you dont learn in a school anyway

Why not choose something you'll actually learn about in school?

like what?
how to party?
pull off pranks in a nearby dorm?
how to beat the cafeteria lines for food in rush hour?

[ In real life, he lets out a long, long sigh. ]

No, silly. None of that. Scholarly works, science experiments, things like that.

i got my basic science credits already
others too
and i wont have time to pick a science class
even worse if it comes with a lab
i just wont have time in general to do other things

You know, it sounds like you don't want to go at all.

i spent years in the ib program
and got my ib diploma
so yeah
im very done with school
but i gotta go anyway

What subjects would you actually be interested in?

Or is there nothing?

for me its more...
whatever im interested in at the moment
i'm a very "present" kinda guy
but its not like id drop it very fast
my interest goes for a long time
and i like to finish what i start

And your interests right now are partying and playing pranks...?

my interests right now are fragment
just that
im on my break before i start in the spring!!
let me live

You really aren't interested in anything else?

[ No, Oria. He won't let you live. ]

not right now?
i guess??
my sister has been really into that potato thing
but i cant get into it
im not that into cute stuff

[ As Aria would have told Fai at some point. She made a really cute one... ]

[ Ah, yeah. That rings a bell. ]

You like the darker stuff, huh? Do you need something with a lot poured into it already?

i wouldnt really say darker
i like lighthearted things too!
mithrun already made me feel like a psycho???
fai not you too

How did he make you feel like that?

we were talking about pain sensors and desire and stuff
philosophy?
not exactly but hopefully you get it
anyway
i dont exactly agree with steam gunners having to stay in the back all the time!
bc up front and close makes gaming exciting too!
but i guess its that i would forsake a "safe and typical" way of playing to be at risk
i felt really called out

You do seem to engage in risky behavior.

[ Not like Fai can say anything, but... ]

also hes extremely logical so i can see why
but i dunno
i feel like he sees through me sometimes
give me your analysis fai
why do i seem like that
i thought i was being a good kid

[ And he kinda wants to quash that feeling of being seen through. But how should he?

... ]

It's that exact thing. You're trying hard to be a kid.

am i not a kid?
im still 18!
just got out of high school!

But do you feel like one?

[ ...

He doesn't like this conversation all of a sudden. ]

i am one!!
so i cant just not feel like one

You can.

[ And he thinks Oria knows that that is exactly what's going on here, so Fai leaves that message at that. ]

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