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[dissimulative]

i got my basic science credits already
others too
and i wont have time to pick a science class
even worse if it comes with a lab
i just wont have time in general to do other things

[fluorite]

You know, it sounds like you don't want to go at all.

[dissimulative]

i spent years in the ib program
and got my ib diploma
so yeah
im very done with school
but i gotta go anyway

[fluorite]

What subjects would you actually be interested in?

Or is there nothing?

[dissimulative]

for me its more...
whatever im interested in at the moment
i'm a very "present" kinda guy
but its not like id drop it very fast
my interest goes for a long time
and i like to finish what i start

[fluorite]

And your interests right now are partying and playing pranks...?

[dissimulative]

my interests right now are fragment
just that
im on my break before i start in the spring!!
let me live

[fluorite]

You really aren't interested in anything else?

[ No, Oria. He won't let you live. ]

[dissimulative]

not right now?
i guess??
my sister has been really into that potato thing
but i cant get into it
im not that into cute stuff

[ As Aria would have told Fai at some point. She made a really cute one... ]

[fluorite]

[ Ah, yeah. That rings a bell. ]

You like the darker stuff, huh? Do you need something with a lot poured into it already?

[dissimulative]

i wouldnt really say darker
i like lighthearted things too!
mithrun already made me feel like a psycho???
fai not you too

[fluorite]

How did he make you feel like that?

[dissimulative]

we were talking about pain sensors and desire and stuff
philosophy?
not exactly but hopefully you get it
anyway
i dont exactly agree with steam gunners having to stay in the back all the time!
bc up front and close makes gaming exciting too!
but i guess its that i would forsake a "safe and typical" way of playing to be at risk
i felt really called out

[fluorite]

You do seem to engage in risky behavior.

[ Not like Fai can say anything, but... ]

[dissimulative]

also hes extremely logical so i can see why
but i dunno
i feel like he sees through me sometimes
give me your analysis fai
why do i seem like that
i thought i was being a good kid

[ And he kinda wants to quash that feeling of being seen through. But how should he?

... ]

[fluorite]

It's that exact thing. You're trying hard to be a kid.

[dissimulative]

am i not a kid?
im still 18!
just got out of high school!

[fluorite]

But do you feel like one?

[dissimulative]

[ ...

He doesn't like this conversation all of a sudden. ]

i am one!!
so i cant just not feel like one

[fluorite]

You can.

[ And he thinks Oria knows that that is exactly what's going on here, so Fai leaves that message at that. ]

[dissimulative]

[ Oria also leaves it at that and doesn't reply. He thinks that's a good place to end a conversation through emails.

Adults are crafty. ]