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Emil Sinclair 🐣 ([personal profile] insinning) wrote in [community profile] virality2023-07-24 09:42 am

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[personal profile] gluttoning 2023-10-14 04:54 am (UTC)(link)
Because I should be able to do enough of it on my own! How many times do I need to say it?

If people want to step in, then fine. I won't stop them. It doesn't change anything. I'm not going to be left behind because I didn't try hard enough.
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[personal profile] gluttoning 2023-10-14 08:44 am (UTC)(link)
No one put anything on me. I accepted it because I wanted to help people.

I told you exactly what I knew, Vogel, and no one believed me. Why should I tell anyone anything else?
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[personal profile] gluttoning 2023-10-14 08:56 am (UTC)(link)
No.

When I asked, Lily said no. If Morgan's talked to him, it was on his own.
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[personal profile] gluttoning 2023-10-14 09:11 am (UTC)(link)
Five.

There was a sixth but it went bad. He won't let anyone else in now.
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[personal profile] gluttoning 2023-10-14 09:35 am (UTC)(link)
I can't tell you the last one or they'll probably kill me.

I don't know the sixth, or what happened. I wasn't there. I just know it was why Lily refused to talk to Morgan.
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[personal profile] gluttoning 2023-10-14 09:54 am (UTC)(link)
I don't know. If they were there, they didn't speak up.

I don't know about anything to do with Morgan. Lily doesn't talk about that with me. But Lily doesn't take memories. He just shares ones that already exist.
[As far as he knows, anyway. But he is not in the mood to argue.] Morgan's been like that for a week now. It's been worse since the meeting. I don't know why.

I'm going to try talking to both of them.
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[personal profile] gluttoning 2023-10-14 10:05 am (UTC)(link)
[A pause.]

Only if it won't hurt either of you further if I tell you.
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[personal profile] gluttoning 2023-10-14 10:49 pm (UTC)(link)
Was there anything else?
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[personal profile] gluttoning 2023-10-15 01:50 am (UTC)(link)
Okay. I'll let you know if I hear anything.

Until then? You should leave me alone. I don't want that to happen again.
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[personal profile] gluttoning 2023-10-15 05:51 pm (UTC)(link)
[Two days later:]

Some of his memories aren't just gone. He's remembering wrong, too.

I don't think he wants to leave Fragment anymore.

Keep trying to get through to him. He trusts you. I'll keep an eye on him, too.

Don't want him to lose himself again.
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[personal profile] gluttoning 2023-10-16 12:29 am (UTC)(link)
[A long, long pause.]

You love him?




A lot of people do. I don't think he'll believe it's worth it, though. No matter who tells him.

I think he doesn't think he's alive anymore. That he was never alive.
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[personal profile] gluttoning 2023-10-16 01:04 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah. Words aren't what I'm good at, either.

Did he tell you the same thing? What he thinks of himself now?
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[personal profile] gluttoning 2023-10-16 01:20 am (UTC)(link)
It reminds me of when we first met. Just worse. At least back then, he just couldn't remember how.

He remembers something we did together in Malibu. But he thinks it happened at the beaches here. And he thinks all of my memories of him are fake.

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Vogel. What would you do if you thought you deserved to be unloved?

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