@Hector

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@Hector

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Message(s) Received;

@ Punisher - "Saw your post.I will drop by, ..."
@ Faunus - "yaoi dungeon. quest thing. you..."
@ Mr_Misteaks - "Mine was Lilith. She would hav..."
@ Anonymous - "Congratulations. You have unlo..."
@ Yael - "Δ Hidden Forbidden Bulwark. Me..."
@ KaraBear - "Hi Hector!I have a question fo..."
@ Mr_Misteaks - "Do you watch much TV?"
@ hana - "(555)123-4567 -Hana"
@ KaraBear - "Hey. Are you around right now?..."
@ zelkova - "Hello, Hector! :-)I'd like you..."
@ Mr_Misteaks - "HectorI fucked upSomeone's rea..."
@ mithrun1 - "How are you feeling?"
@ FlameMane - "hector i need a healer in lumi..."
@ oriade - "how do you feel about zelkova ..."
@ bigkitty - "He's alive."
@ Vogel - "Hi Hector,Do you happen to hav..."
@ Faunus - "Hey, Hector.I was wondering if..."
@ Owen - "i'm sorry.i was just surprised..."

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[tablescraps]

( hmmm this sure is familiar to mithrun !!!! it is the exact thing his loved ones have yelled at him about, )

Violence has nothing to do with other people. Revenge has nothing to do with other people. Grief has nothing to do with other people.

I can tell you're about to argue with me. Shut up. Stop whatever you're thinking. It has nothing to do with you.

He chose to feel what he did. He chose to do what he did. His anger was for him and him alone. You can argue he was thinking about you, but Fai's right between the two of you: he wasn't thinking about anyone. He was only thinking about himself. He just found someone willing to get him what he wanted.

Blame yourself all you want until it kills you, too. But it doesn't change that he died by his choice alone.

[secondthoughts]

[ Wow, Hector hates every word of this!

As he reads, he just feels his blood boil. All he can see is Mithrun trampling on his grief, shooting down the way he reads the situation. And it just hurts.

Maybe he just needs to be alone. He doesn't want to argue anymore. ]

Fine.

[ And that's all. Maybe he will cling to this guilt until it kills him. Who knows.

Bye Mithrun. This is the last conversation we'll ever have, though neither of us know it. ]