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hien callias, world eater ([personal profile] selfconcept) wrote in [community profile] virality2023-07-29 08:48 pm

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[personal profile] gluttoning 2023-08-31 01:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah. @ Vogel.

He logged off pretty fast. But I spent the rest of the day sulking over in Fandom Foodies about it. It felt kind of awkward when I came back tonight and suddenly felt normal again. But we already talked about it.

He was the one who suggested I talk to you.
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[personal profile] gluttoning 2023-08-31 01:24 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't mind. It helps now that I know it wasn't actually real.

I was fine when I first left the dungeon. We went out the gate at Mac Anu. I saw @ Vogel working on something at a cooking station, and all of the sudden, I felt like he was the most important person in the world. I felt really warm and full and happy, and all I wanted to do was tell him what I felt about him. I remember being excited about it, too. Racing heartbeat and sweaty palms.

After he said no, I was really disappointed. Almost more than that - it felt like something special had just been taken from me. I didn't understand what I'd done wrong. I felt sad like that pretty much the rest of the night.
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[personal profile] gluttoning 2023-08-31 01:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah. I think so.

Why?
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[personal profile] gluttoning 2023-08-31 01:42 pm (UTC)(link)
It's kind of similar to how I feel for my family. Or for a really good restaraunt. But... a little different.

Richer, I think. Like I'd really found something special that I wanted to treasure just as much as what I already love.
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[personal profile] gluttoning 2023-08-31 01:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Thanks, Hien. Maybe someday. :-) I'm not in a rush.

A lot of the dungeons have weird curses after they're finished. But I don't want to just write you a bug report everytime something feels funny.

What's normal for the dungeons?
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[personal profile] gluttoning 2023-08-31 02:03 pm (UTC)(link)
Are traps normal?

Mithrun1 and I went into one earlier in the week where the reward chest just exploded into splinters on us. Uncomfortable, but I figured trapped treasure is kind of what you can find in games. Now I'm not so sure.
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[personal profile] gluttoning 2023-08-31 02:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Fair enough.

Okay. I'll leave you to it, then. Vogel has a weird one he might send you a report for later.

Thanks, Hien.