It better be just between us. I’m basically trusting you with my life right now, you know that? Because I don’t think my heart could take it if Aiden or anyone else found out.
[When Barrett points out how happy he sounds, he has to stop and think about that for a bit. Has he really seemed so gloomy lately…?
He didn’t think anyone would notice or care even if he did.]
I guess I am.
I feel like I’ve rolled a long-awaited limited SSR on my very first ten pull.
I think some of them would get it. Even Aiden. But it's okay. I won't tell anyone.
[Would they tease him relentlessly? Absolutely. But something about humoring the situations like this helped when Levi was already so shy and difficult to talk to some days.]
I have no idea what that means, Levi. But I'll guess it's probably good?
You should go do something cool with her. Maybe you'll both have a lot of fun.
[That’s exactly what he doesn’t want!!! He’s already internally screaming enough about the situation as it is, he doesn’t need teasing on top of working through his feelings!!!]
Ugh. It’s good, yes. VERY good. Like winning the lottery. Is that a better analogy for you?
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Like a date?
But that’s something I only know how to do in dating sims!!
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[He sure is being weirdly defensive about this, huh.]
Her username is KaraBear.
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[That username, though..... oh. It's that glamor guild girl. The one who looked like...
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Oh I've seen her. She has that fashion guild.
I didn't think she liked stuff like this. Huh.
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[...
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In a follow-up message, he finally satiates Barrett's curiosity.]
She's cute.
There. I said it.
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You haven't sounded this happy in a really long time.
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[When Barrett points out how happy he sounds, he has to stop and think about that for a bit. Has he really seemed so gloomy lately…?
He didn’t think anyone would notice or care even if he did.]
I guess I am.
I feel like I’ve rolled a long-awaited limited SSR on my very first ten pull.
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[Would they tease him relentlessly? Absolutely. But something about humoring the situations like this helped when Levi was already so shy and difficult to talk to some days.]
I have no idea what that means, Levi. But I'll guess it's probably good?
You should go do something cool with her. Maybe you'll both have a lot of fun.
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Ugh. It’s good, yes. VERY good. Like winning the lottery. Is that a better analogy for you?
…
Like
Like a date?
But that’s something I only know how to do in dating sims!!
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Oh. Do you want it to be a date?
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I DON’T
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okay i kinda do
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You must really really like this girl.
It's okay. :-) I believe in you. Just do something fun and don't worry about it too much.
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It's not that serious!!! Friends can have dates too can't they?! I've heard about it in anime!
[God, his heart is absolutely pounding thinking about this. Is he dying?]
But, still...thanks for the support. I'm pretty sure not worrying is an impossible task for someone with anxiety but I appreciate the thought.