...Yes. I don't think I'm wrong in how I see myself.
I've used people a lot, Yael. Sometimes it was mutual, sometimes it wasn't, sometimes they didn't even know. After a certain point in my life, I became numb to viewing people as expendable, all in favor of protecting myself for the reasons I told you earlier. I shut out things like remorse because if I felt guilty for all the things I've done, I wouldn't be able to live with myself.
...Well, that's not entirely true. I don't like who I am. Maybe that's a sign that the last statement is a lie.
I'm not sure what compelled me to say all of this.
I guess you're just the first person who wanted to hear it.
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I've used people a lot, Yael. Sometimes it was mutual, sometimes it wasn't, sometimes they didn't even know. After a certain point in my life, I became numb to viewing people as expendable, all in favor of protecting myself for the reasons I told you earlier. I shut out things like remorse because if I felt guilty for all the things I've done, I wouldn't be able to live with myself.
...Well, that's not entirely true. I don't like who I am. Maybe that's a sign that the last statement is a lie.
I'm not sure what compelled me to say all of this.
I guess you're just the first person who wanted to hear it.