In my case, it has been nothing but a poison. A hindrance. Being unable to accept care from others, believing that "unconditional" love does not exist, and that people only want to be around you so they can get what they want out of you before they leave. That is why I was surprised to hear you say that you expected nothing in return for retrieving my purse.
But, in the end, that's my choice to believe all of that. Perhaps someone will change my mind about all of this one day, but that may also just be me hoping for something that could never happen.
I hope that you've had better experiences with it. I sincerely mean that.
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In my case, it has been nothing but a poison. A hindrance. Being unable to accept care from others, believing that "unconditional" love does not exist, and that people only want to be around you so they can get what they want out of you before they leave. That is why I was surprised to hear you say that you expected nothing in return for retrieving my purse.
But, in the end, that's my choice to believe all of that. Perhaps someone will change my mind about all of this one day, but that may also just be me hoping for something that could never happen.
I hope that you've had better experiences with it. I sincerely mean that.