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cw suicidal ideation just in case

[curvaceous]

I don't plan on it. However...if I had to choose, I would choose you.

I won't go down easily, don't be mistaken.

But I've accepted that I would sacrifice myself if it was the only way to keep you and others alive, a while ago.

cw suicidal ideation cont.

[trashtier]

What are you SAYING? Don't tell me you've been going into every battle thinking "it's cool if I die as long as I'm saving the others"???

Call me selfish, but I don't want you being okay with trading your life for mine or anyone else's!

cw cont

[curvaceous]

You want me to just sit here and watch you die?? Are you joking??

cw cont

[trashtier]

Of course I don't!

I just don't want to live without you either. And I hate how you're ready to die.

[curvaceous]

[ ...

Her response comes a few minutes later. ]

Okay. I get it. I'm sorry, Levi.

I'm just...

I'm scared, I guess. Of what he's going to do to you. You know I'd never want to hurt you, but if he turns you...I'll have to

I've been struggling with that idea since people started changing. It's why I've had to leave our room sometimes.

It's hard to think of a world where we'd be fighting each other

but if it's a world where we can both make it out alive, I'll gladly live in it

I hope that helps.

I'm sorry.

[trashtier]

I'm sorry too.

It's really hard to live with this big "what if" storm hanging over us. What if I turn, what if we have to fight, what if...

And just ignoring isn't really going to help much either, because we have to be prepared for anything.

But the plus side right now is that we know if the worst comes to pass, it's not over. There'll always be hope that things will turn out okay.

[Until Uta happens, but...]

So let's not resign ourselves to a bad end, okay?

[curvaceous]

You're right.

I won't do that, then. Just...if it happens, put up a good fight. Let's at least make it a little fun before I stop you. :P

Can I see you?

[trashtier]

I wish I could promise to make it fun, but the phases so far have just been edgy killjoys. I don't have high hopes for any that follow.

Yeah of course! I'm at the training grounds right now but I can meet you wherever.