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[dissimulative]

he assumes a lot
people normally assume a lot
but he does it in a way that makes me mad
and i dont mean like childish tantrums either
like... actually mad
im not sure how to describe it WELL
but it feels like the condescending businessmen trying to get a rise out of me
bc they wont take me seriously
and im trying to avoid feeling all that while i play a game
away from all that business stuff yknow?
i dont need to feel like that both in and out of the game

[fluorite]

I understand.

You're right, though. He does it to get a rise out of people, though I'm not sure what the reason is.

[ And while Fai has his theories, he isn't about to psychoanalyze Yael with Oria. ]

[dissimulative]

i get wanting a reaction out of people
i do it too
a lot even
but that seems excessive
and i dont feel like he was doing it to get a reaction out of me
like how i should be grateful
bc some people are suffering more than i am
its such a "finish your food. there are children starving in africa" sort of mindset
and that i cant complain about even the littlest of things?
even after i explained that i cant do that at home
so i wanted to at least have a bit of that in the game

[fluorite]

[ Ah... ]

You were simply talking past one another. It happens.

[ But he'll expand on that: ]

You know your life hasn't been easy, Oria, but to someone from the outside it appears to be that way. I was jealous the first time I went to your house. I thought that you and your siblings must've grown up with an easy life with no worries, because you had so much money you didn't even need to think about working in your entire life.

Of course, that was wrong.

It doesn't excuse anyone making those assumptions, but they still get made.

[dissimulative]

riches are always built on sacrifices
even if theyre not your own
but im sure you know that already
even if my dad tries to minimize it
it still happens
but yeah
i know
people make assumptions all the time
i do it too
we all do
honestly though
aria is probably the one with the least amount of worries despite being the oldest

[fluorite]

And yet those who grow up without the resources that riches can provide still feel like the sacrifices are less or worth it for those riches.

And yes, she probably is. That's the impression I get, at least.

[dissimulative]

im sure aria has her own worries
but i have mine too
siiiiiigh
well anyway
thats the problem i have with yael
but you choose who you wanna date
and thats none of my business
SO!!
thanks for listening

[fluorite]

Of course. :)

I would fully explain his perspective if I could, but that's best from him anyway.

[ If he would even give it. ]

Don't worry, though. I'm not offended that you have a problem with him. :D

[dissimulative]

so he has a personal reason for being an asshole huh
i should have figured

[fluorite]

hahaha

[ That actually gets him to laugh out lot, thanks Oria. ]

Yes, he has personal reasons for it. Can't say he wouldn't be one without them, though. I think he's just hardwired to be one.

[dissimulative]

hardwired to an asshole
is he your type.........................
are assholes your type.........................

[fluorite]

I'm afraid so! :D My first boyfriend doomed me to this type forever, I think.

[dissimulative]

i think that would require a careful selection
otherwise you wouldnt have a good relationship

[fluorite]

It does. I'll never accept poor treatment. :)

But I like men who tend to be a little crude in their words in general. It's refreshing to me.

[dissimulative]

are you tired of people being nice to you?
i dont quite get it

[fluorite]

I like directness.

My first boyfriend never minced his words and always told me his thoughts. I fell for him hard enough that I guess it's a quality I like to see in general now.

[dissimulative]

i dont think being an asshole is the same thing as being straightforward

[fluorite]

Well, there's a certain level of bluntness there. My first boyfriend was reactive and had a mean face.

He was never reactive with me, never in a bad way, so don't worry about that.

[dissimulative]

okay
as long as it works out for you...
probably wont stop me from being worried though

[fluorite]

Here, I'll tell you a little secret.

Yael likes to cuddle and hold my hand whenever he gets the opportunity. Don't worry about me.

[dissimulative]

.............................
i understand why you wanted to tell me this
but i didnt want to know this

[fluorite]

Too bad. :)

He really likes hugs. You're free to let him know I told you this.

[dissimulative]

i wish i could hug him to freak him out........
guess ill have to get someone else to do it in my place
who isnt you

[fluorite]

I hate to say it, but that probably wouldn't freak him out. :( I'm sure you'll find another way to do it, though.

[dissimulative]

i want to see that man be startled at least some point in my life