[ Honestly, there's a level of trust that Oria has for Hani ever since they talked about love. He knows that Hani has a unique way of doing so that Oria doesn't see in most and he's heard about the affectionate gestures that they have given Sinclair even before they started dating, so like. He gets it. He wouldn't extend this sort of trust to anyone else. This is why Hani is and will always be a special case. ]
i will love him for as long as i am able that said i dont plan on stopping in the foreseeable future
[ Unless he dies or something but lol. Oria doesn't think that needs to be said. Everyone should be very aware of their mortality by now.
Either way, this is funny because Oria wouldn't get jealous over Sinclair kissing Hani (on the lips, even), but he'll get jealous over a book much later on... ]
[ hani reads his words and takes it to mean oriade will still love sinclair when they’re reunited in yomi after death. how beautiful…
he’s known since their conservation that whoever oriade picked would be special; that person would be able to trust him utterly with their heart. to think it would be emil. in this small wondrous instance, it feels like all the cogs have slotted in exactly just right in the wheel turning this world. ]
Yes, don’t stop. Emil-kun is meant to be loved and you’re meant to love him. That’s simply how it is.
[ and they’ve always wanted to ask: ]
When and how did you realize Emil-kun was the one?
i had to turn him down at first bc i thought i wasnt ready for a new relationship my ex died several months ago before the beta happened and it was something i needed to get over bc there were lots of circumstances around it and emil really helped with that hes very kind and considerate i know he can still get violent or feel like hes in a rut of negativity but i will always do my best to help him out of those so that he can be the best person he can be
i think i realized when he accepted me for who i was and we can support each other so well the thought came to me when we were fighting against each other in the arena actually that was when i decided i will protect him to the best of my ability and i know that he will do the same for me too we dont have to like all of ourselves but if someone can accept them thats enough for me
[ a loss. oriade has always been so strong, living directly in the moment of this game, that hani has never considered there may have been anything as heavy as loss before this. hm. they’ve been remiss then, not speaking to oriade more intimately about - just everything.
well. they might not have cared when he was going through all of this at the beginning, but they’re learning to care now - and now is the only part that matters. ]
Thank you for telling me. I didn’t know. In a way, I wish I could say I had known, so I could have tried to be there for you.
But I don’t know how true that would be. The trying part might be true.
Do you mind if I tell you the words when we meet in person next?
[ “i’m sorry, i love you” hani had said to emil about his loss. the words that sounded the most… appropriate… from someone who accepted death in all forms, but was still sad for a loved one. i’m not sorry about death; i don’t know if i could be - but i am sorry that grief has touched you as much as i can be when i think those things necessary. ]
Those are all very true and wise words about Emil-kun and about love. However did you get to be so learned about such matters?
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Is that what it is? I see…
[ level up noise. hani has learned jealousy! ]
I believe so, too. I think he’ll love you forever, and I’m so happy you love him.
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i will love him for as long as i am able
that said
i dont plan on stopping in the foreseeable future
[ Unless he dies or something but lol. Oria doesn't think that needs to be said. Everyone should be very aware of their mortality by now.
Either way, this is funny because Oria wouldn't get jealous over Sinclair kissing Hani (on the lips, even), but he'll get jealous over a book much later on... ]
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he’s known since their conservation that whoever oriade picked would be special; that person would be able to trust him utterly with their heart. to think it would be emil. in this small wondrous instance, it feels like all the cogs have slotted in exactly just right in the wheel turning this world. ]
Yes, don’t stop. Emil-kun is meant to be loved and you’re meant to love him. That’s simply how it is.
[ and they’ve always wanted to ask: ]
When and how did you realize Emil-kun was the one?
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bc i thought i wasnt ready for a new relationship
my ex died several months ago before the beta happened
and it was something i needed to get over bc there were lots of circumstances around it
and emil really helped with that
hes very kind and considerate
i know he can still get violent
or feel like hes in a rut of negativity
but i will always do my best to help him out of those
so that he can be the best person he can be
i think i realized
when he accepted me for who i was
and we can support each other so well
the thought came to me when we were fighting against each other in the arena actually
that was when i decided
i will protect him to the best of my ability
and i know that he will do the same for me too
we dont have to like all of ourselves
but if someone can accept them
thats enough for me
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well. they might not have cared when he was going through all of this at the beginning, but they’re learning to care now - and now is the only part that matters. ]
Thank you for telling me. I didn’t know. In a way, I wish I could say I had known, so I could have tried to be there for you.
But I don’t know how true that would be. The trying part might be true.
Do you mind if I tell you the words when we meet in person next?
[ “i’m sorry, i love you” hani had said to emil about his loss. the words that sounded the most… appropriate… from someone who accepted death in all forms, but was still sad for a loved one. i’m not sorry about death; i don’t know if i could be - but i am sorry that grief has touched you as much as i can be when i think those things necessary. ]
Those are all very true and wise words about Emil-kun and about love. However did you get to be so learned about such matters?
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where do you wanna meet?
and its just from a bunch of experience!
i dated a lot of people
and i also had a few serious relationships
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That makes you a senpai in love!
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i will see you there then!
[ a senpai in love... cute.
also idk what day they'll be meeting so let me know in dms ]