...And checking up on you. It's been awhile since I've flown over to visit you. So, wherever you are right now, if you want that, I'm sure I can arrange time for a day.
[ Ganymede is not a startlingly optimistic person. He's more towards the cynical side of things and runs his head through worst-case scenarios; doubts. Even a little afraid. But...he's also stubborn.
Enduring. Persistent. Decisive. They will weather it together. ]
[ “but it’s clear you feel differently.” ganymede doesn’t mean the both of them, hani knows, but interpreting it that way would be a truer statement. despite the dull ache that comes with it… ]
I'd say it's hard to know, and only you would know the answer. But, speaking honestly in this case, I believe it's possible.
It's a strange and difficult emotion. But it leaves its indelible mark on many people. And I know, for certain, that you're capable of many forms of love.
[ Whether or not Hani wants to grasp it at now of all times or even later...is up to them. But, Ganymede believes Hani may have found a different sort of love here, than the one towards family, casual acquaintances, or friends. So that is why he can say it at all. ]
9/2, later
...And checking up on you. It's been awhile since I've flown over to visit you. So, wherever you are right now, if you want that, I'm sure I can arrange time for a day.
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[ and so was - is… ]
I don’t think you should come right now. I don’t know how to hold onto anything right now. If you slip through my fingers while you’re here, I
If I can’t find you this time, this emptiness will swallow me whole.
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Thank you.
What happened before...I'll be more careful. But, I'll stay where I am for now. We can simply even just call; I'm just a dial away.
I'll also do my best to help. I returned, and I think he will as well.
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And I won’t give up.
[ the last question is vague to mask the vulnerability. ]
Really?
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[ Ganymede is not a startlingly optimistic person. He's more towards the cynical side of things and runs his head through worst-case scenarios; doubts. Even a little afraid. But...he's also stubborn.
Enduring. Persistent. Decisive. They will weather it together. ]
Yes. After everything, this is my answer.
And still will be, no matter what.
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He said recently that in every universe where Justy-kun and I met without him, we wouldn't have been lacking.
But he’s only been lost for a day and all I have is this empty space that’s waiting for him.
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That feeling that has arisen within you due to his absence is proof enough.
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Do you think I’m in love with him?
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It's a strange and difficult emotion. But it leaves its indelible mark on many people. And I know, for certain, that you're capable of many forms of love.
[ Whether or not Hani wants to grasp it at now of all times or even later...is up to them. But, Ganymede believes Hani may have found a different sort of love here, than the one towards family, casual acquaintances, or friends. So that is why he can say it at all. ]
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Sometimes, it's easier to point out something someone might have missed. I know I'm guilty of doing the same.