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tagging past midnight and i forget the cws... i'm gomen

[tablescraps]

( ... )

It's starting to fade. But I know what the lingering redness is.

snugs it’s nbd!

[tinged]

That’s a shame. I wish it wouldn’t ever.

[tablescraps]

Would you leave a scar?

[tinged]

Are you asking me to, or are you asking if I would?

[tablescraps]

The second.

[tinged]

Yes. But I'd rather leave a mark on your soul if I could.

[tablescraps]

If you do, I might bite back.

( Like with Tylor. )

[tinged]

Where???

Would you leave a scar?

[tablescraps]

( Period of thought. )

Front of the neck. Where everyone could see it.

[tinged]

[ hani touches their neck, imagining the bite. wearing it where everyone could see. to be marked by someone, maybe permanently, when they don't even have a permanent name yet. ]

Yes. Would you please?

[tablescraps]

I don't know how I feel about anyone yet. Are you sure?

( You don't want to save that for something certain and requited? )

[tinged]

It doesn’t have to be anytime soon. I don’t feel like I would regret it, but you might? I don’t mind waiting until you know.

[ hani would be happy, they think, to carry anyone they loved forever, requited or not. ]

[tablescraps]

( He has to think about this. )

I don't think I'd regret it. If it happens, then it happens.

[tinged]

That sounds a little like hope. To me, for me, I mean.

[tablescraps]

( ... )

Regardless of outcome, I don't mind if you eat me in the end.

[tinged]

If I could leave my mark on you and Justy-kun, I would be fine with the distance if you both were to ever leave.

[ so they think. ]

If you both could carry just a little part of me with you and think of me. Yes, just a little.

[tablescraps]

Do you want to mark me, then, when we meet? I don't mind.

[tinged]

[ hani’s fingers are already typing, before they pause. hesitate. hesitation means - ]

I do, but you don’t want Justy-kun to mark you first?

[tablescraps]

( And here there is another pause. )

It would feel different if Tylor did it. I don't want that.

[tinged]

[ it takes a moment. ]

!!!!!!!!!!

You said it!

[ hani takes a screenshot of the text. wow, maybe they will frame this… ]

[tablescraps]

( oh

that's

hm, )

I don't know where that came from.

( It's just a text, but his confusion is palpably tangible... Staring at his phone like ??????? )

[tinged]

It must be from the same place within you that makes me happy when I think of you.

[ which only makes perfect sense to hani. ]

I’ll do it. I want it.

[tablescraps]

( The same place, huh... He's still perplexed over himself... Mentally loading very slowly... )

Okay. Then, when we see each other.