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[tinged]

Kara, are you a genius? How did you know??

Who? Who?

[curvaceous]

Idk! I just had a feeling after you told me what he said to you lol!!!

Do you know someone who goes by Leviathan on here?
His username has numbers and stuff but I don't think I'm typing those out haha

[tinged]

!!!!!!!!!!

I know him! He has the horns, right? So cute.

[curvaceous]

Yes!

Honestly I can't even claim to be upset about it. He makes me very happy and I hope Justy makes you feel it too

[tinged]

I love you, Kara, and I won't send you the screenshot where you said you could never fall in love.

[curvaceous]

HANI!! DON'T YOU DARE!!

[tinged]

[ a peal of laughter from the room over. ]

Tell me more about how he makes you feel.

[curvaceous]

[ wow, THANKS HANI, ]

I asked you for the update first, you know. Why don't you go first!

[tinged]

[ they send her a song. ]

He makes me feel like this.

[curvaceous]

[ Before she listens to the song Hani's sent over, she'll send over one of her own.

She doesn't respond, but she's listening. ]

[tinged]

[ they listen to the lyrics carefully. ]

Kara. This is beautiful.

[curvaceous]

Really? I think it's super cheesy. LOL. Yours is so cute though.

I'm glad you're happy!!! :D

[tinged]

Cheese is good. Is there anyone in the world who doesn’t like cheese?

Tell me how he makes you happy. Are you still feeling hesitant about everything?

[curvaceous]

It's alright. Not the greatest tbh, but I'll eat it :D

And...maybe. I don't know. It feels right, but I get nervous! Opening up is hard.

[tinged]

Kara!! Could you look a fluffy Japanese cheesecake in the eye and say that??

It is certainly hard, but worthwhile, isn’t it?

[curvaceous]

Whoa, whoa, cheescakes are the BEST form of cheese, okay!

And yeah, I think so.

I just hope I don't fuck this up too badly

[tinged]

Agreed.

In what way? I think it’s good that you’re allowing some room for mistakes.

[curvaceous]

I don't know.

Like, maybe he'll see how awful I am one day or something. You know?

...

Why am I telling you this? Sorry, didn't mean to TMI.

[tinged]

Well, if you don't say it to me, who loves you, then you'll say it to yourself anyway. And I don't think you like yourself much sometimes.

You're not awful, Kara.

[curvaceous]

Haha. Thanks, Hani.

You're not so bad, yourself.

Do you think this experience has taught you a lot?

[tinged]

Yes.

Though at my core, I'm still me. Sometimes I feel closer to everyone, like I'm walking with you all. And it's nice.

And some days, I'm gazing at everyone through a glass wall. You all gather and you laugh and you love. You cry and live. And I feel affection in me as I watch, but it's distant, even more so than the wall that separates us. But that's fine. I don't care, really.

[curvaceous]

You say you don't care, but you cared enough to make that observation, at least.

You're learning to understand yourself, aren't you?

[tinged]

I suppose. I think it's more important that people accept me first, understanding is optional.

[curvaceous]

Do you feel like people haven't accepted you?

[tinged]

It happens, I'm sure. Whether I'm aware of it or not. But I've met people on my travels who haven't.