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un: KaraBear

[curvaceous]

tabibito... I feel bits and pieces of myself slipping away. I don't remember most of what I did or what happened to me before I entered this game, only that I've hurt many people. I remember living a destructive life, until people like you and Levi came into it. Therefore, I would like you to be one of the people I entrust my real name to, even if you knew before. If you've forgotten, here's a reminder of my real self.

My name is Kara Belmont. I am 23 years old. I liked the food that we used to eat together. I'll probably forget all of it by the time I wake up tomorrow.

I love you, tabibito. I'm sorry that I can't remember what I used to call you.

Let's make it through this, together.

[tinged]

[ a lifetime could be spent trying to catch these tears and they would fail every single time. words she has always struggled to say, but they knew. they knew. and they are so happy to see it said and so angry it's been forced out of her like this.

but they will smile as they type this, for her. ]

I love you, Kara. Always.

I don't know for certain, but I think you used to call me, "Hani." And I think... I would be so happy if one day, you can call me that again.

[curvaceous]

[ Like them, Kara also feels tears well up in her eyes. There's so much being said that she should have said earlier, but now, it feels like it's almost too late. Why did it take her so long to tell them how she feels, she wonders. Hani deserved to hear it so much sooner. ]

Hani...okay. I'll remember that. And if I forget it again, I'll have it in writing.

It's a nice name.

[tinged]

So I've been told! But did you know? Kara has always sounded like bells chiming in the wind, so lovely.

[curvaceous]

Does it? Lol...I didn't think of it that way at all.

Remember it for me, in case I forget that, too.

[tinged]

[ …they also know that… ]

Now your heart knows. So even if you don’t remember, the next time I say your name, you will recognize my feelings for you.

[curvaceous]

Haha, alright. Whatever you say, Hani. :P

I look forward to it. Thank you for holding it in your memory for me.

[tinged]

That’s what we do as roommates. We share.

[curvaceous]

So that's what we were...roommates. I see.

I'm glad for that, then. And I'll share what I can with you, from here on out.

[tinged]

[ … ]

I do have something to share. I’m not sure how you’ll react to this anymore. Should I tell you?

[curvaceous]

Sure. Tell me whatever you'd like.

[tinged]

Do you remember Bear-kun? @ Mr_Misteaks?

[curvaceous]

What about him

[tinged]

Lily has promised to revive his dead sister, Lilith. The original Lily. And he believes this promise, believes he’s heard her voice.

[curvaceous]

...Figures he'd fall for that, honestly.

I don't know what the fuck's gotten into him, but I bitched him out and told him to stay away from you. He'd better not touch Levi, either.

I don't care about what happens next. He hurt me, too. He did this to himself.

[tinged]

Lily can twist all the good things in us until we can’t even recognize ourselves. I feel as though that is what is happening to him.

It’s not an excuse.

I am very… disappointed and angry, Kara. I hate that he hurt you and I wonder if he’s in his right mind to even care that he did.

[curvaceous]

Probably not, to be honest.

...Whatever. It doesn't concern me anymore. I'm just glad you're still here. Levi, too, obviously. And others. We just gotta do what we can to survive this.

[tinged]

I would never leave you willingly, Kara.

How is Levi-kun?

[curvaceous]

Well, don't leave unwillingly, either.

He's in better spirits lately. I think he's trying his hardest to be strong, but I still worry about him.