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@Mr_Misteaks

[gluttoning]

Hani.

I'm going to talk to Lily now.

I can't bring you with. But I want to bring your questions.

[tinged]

Do you say those names with love?

I would like to know what he thought about my happiness. If it helped him at all to feel it? And rather than a question, I do have a request: please make sure Spider Lily is happy in the world he wants to create for us.

That, of course, goes for you too, Bear-kun. But I believe we can help you find your happiness.

Thank you.

[gluttoning]

[Most of this is filed away, kept in a forefront of his mind.]

Yes. I do.

Maybe not the same kinds of love. But... I think it's still love.



You've met Spider Lily?

[tinged]

I see. I don't know with full certainty if I will take my name back yet, but this makes me happy, thank you.

I have. Sunflower?

[gluttoning]

Take your name back?


I can't tell you who his garden is, Hani. But yes. Sunflower is one of them.

[tinged]

Yes. I’ve lost that name you keep calling me.

And Lotus. I was told three by Lily.

[gluttoning]

You mean Hani?

Why did Lily tell you that?

[tinged]

Hani. Where did it come from? What does it mean? I don’t remember any of that.

I referred to Lily as our youngest sibling and he told me he had three brothers.

[gluttoning]

...

It's okay. You're not the only one forgetting things. There has to be a way to get it back for you.



Yeah. He does. His brothers care a lot about him.

[tinged]

If I want it back, I will find a way. If there isn’t one, I will make one. As long as I exist.

But why was it taken?



I know.

[gluttoning]

I don't know.

I don't know why Mithrun's memories are gone. I don't know why I can't remember what Leviathan says I should.

[Usernames, because it's all he knows them by. Not like Hani. He remembers the picnics. With Tylor. Just three.]

If I don't find out, will you find out for me?

[tinged]

If I find out and tell you, would you believe me over Lily?

I can tell you something right now. There is a boy who is very dear to me. One day, something impossible happened to him. Later, there was a room full of people waiting for this boy, who is very dear to them, and I was very angry at some of them because he was dear to me, too. Yet… I knew this to be true:

“His brothers care a lot about him.”

[ an echo. ]

[gluttoning]

...



Maybe. I don't know anymore.

But I'd like to hear more about him someday. More about you. If you want. It feels familiar.



I'll try to come to you when it's over.

[tinged]

I think at the end, you will feel the way he wants you to feel, and he will be very happy. I wonder if you will learn to be happy in the same way by then.

Say hello for me.

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