I was asleep. They were right, I think. Yael, Fai, Ganymede, everyone else. I was overworking myself. I was so scared and nervous about what was going to happen next that I thought I could power through and win and and put an end to this nonsense. But I was running myself ragged. I just needed to close my eyes for a bit.
Can you believe it? The one time I actually get rest, I miss a fight. And probably the most important one.
I wish I had been there. I wish I could've helped you. I don't know if I can sleep again, knowing that's why I wasn't there. I wish I could've said goodbye. I wish you could be here with Levi, because that's your job.
You're too young for this. You shine way too bright to be snuffed out like this. You have so much to look forward to in life and it's just gone. I keep hoping this is just more of Hien's bullshit, like he did with Yael and Dosei, but he's gone too. I'm sorry I failed you. I'm supposed to be -
I already miss you loads, Kara. Things aren't going to be the same without you. The next time I see you I'm going to ruffle your hair again and give you the biggest hug you never asked for. I'm gonna scold you for making us all worry. I'm gonna spoil you senseless because you're my only Niece Kara and I love you, kid.
I left a little stuffed bear for you outside of your room in Solar Eclipse. I didn't know where else to put it. But it's waiting for you. Whenever you come home.
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Can you believe it? The one time I actually get rest, I miss a fight. And probably the most important one.
I wish I had been there. I wish I could've helped you. I don't know if I can sleep again, knowing that's why I wasn't there. I wish I could've said goodbye. I wish you could be here with Levi, because that's your job.
You're too young for this. You shine way too bright to be snuffed out like this. You have so much to look forward to in life and it's just gone. I keep hoping this is just more of Hien's bullshit, like he did with Yael and Dosei, but he's gone too. I'm sorry I failed you. I'm supposed to be -
I already miss you loads, Kara. Things aren't going to be the same without you. The next time I see you I'm going to ruffle your hair again and give you the biggest hug you never asked for. I'm gonna scold you for making us all worry. I'm gonna spoil you senseless because you're my only Niece Kara and I love you, kid.
I left a little stuffed bear for you outside of your room in Solar Eclipse. I didn't know where else to put it. But it's waiting for you. Whenever you come home.